Feels so effortless to be a stranger
But feeling foreign is such a lonely habitYou can’t crop yourself out of the picture
Out-of-focus but still framed insideWell, Berlin got blurry
And my heart started hurting for you
The ruthless wind of Berlin hurts my face as I walk through these familiar streets. I can’t seem to figure out my feelings for this town, ranging from believing firmly that I was forever destined to live here, to this persistent sense of expat detachment that sometimes invades me. Berlin is all I had ever dreamed of since before I ever knew it, even though the weather hates me with a passion, and the language laughs at my silly attempts to babble in it… Here I had never felt so happy, and so miserable at the same time. I had never been so wonderfully loved, and so dreadfully lonely at the same time.
It’s my true home.
✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽
Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / Shape: my own / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Romie Freckled – Oak (at the Designer Circle) / IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel / #PUMEC #10- Lipstick Pack (Gacha) / Hair: no.match_ ~ NO_MATTER / [DB] Odrerir Nose Piercing (GIFT at the Womenstuff lounge) / Zuri Rayna~Asha Collection – Sterling (you can see an earring…).
New Berlin – German Newbie Center.
Quotes: “Berlin got blurry”, by Parquet Courts.