Monthly Archives: February 2018

A lonely habit

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Feels so effortless to be a stranger
But feeling foreign is such a lonely habit
You can’t crop yourself out of the picture
Out-of-focus but still framed inside
Well, Berlin got blurry
And my heart started hurting for you

Odrerir

The ruthless wind of Berlin hurts my face as I walk through these familiar streets. I can’t seem to figure out my feelings for this town, ranging from believing firmly that I was forever destined to live here, to this persistent sense of expat detachment that sometimes invades me. Berlin is all I had ever dreamed of since before I ever knew it, even though the weather hates me with a passion, and the language laughs at my silly attempts to babble in it… Here I had never felt so happy, and so miserable at the same time. I had never been so wonderfully loved, and so dreadfully lonely at the same time.

It’s my true home.

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Wearing:
Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / Shape: my own / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Romie Freckled – Oak (at the Designer Circle) / IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel / #PUMEC #10- Lipstick Pack (Gacha) / Hair: no.match_ ~ NO_MATTER / [DB] Odrerir Nose Piercing (GIFT at the Womenstuff lounge) / Zuri Rayna~Asha Collection – Sterling (you can see an earring…).

Setting:
New Berlin – German Newbie Center.

Quotes: “Berlin got blurry”, by Parquet Courts.

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Girls on film

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… And walk right out to the four line track
There’s a camera rolling on her back
On her back
And I sense a rhythm humming in a frenzy
All the way down her spine

GOF 1
She takes another calculated step on her stunning Scarlet shoes, one of the latest new releases from Renegade. Fits several feet, and each color includes 5 different textures to choose from. The other girl stares at the camera, or perhaps at the dull-looking man behind it. She tugs the shackles that secure her to the Starry Bondage Frame, a deliciously kinky creation by The Roawenwood, exclusive for Romp and 30% off during the event. You still have one more day to go and explore your elegant kinks.

GOF 2

Wider, baby, smile and you’ve just made a million
Fuses pumping live heat twisting out on a wire
Take one last glimpse into the night
I’m touching close

That flawless face is the ravishing Perla, by 7 Deadly S{k}ins, which you can find at the Hipster Fair until March 3rd. I wear the tone Dew, and added the freckled version of the Omega body applier, available at the main store. The jewelry is the Studded Hearts Elite set, by Zuri Jewelry, and the facial piercing is by Drunken Brokkr.

Lipstick cherry all over the lens as she’s falling
And miles of sharp blue water coming in where she lies
The diving man’s coming up for air
‘Cause the crowd all love pulling dolly by the hair
By the hair
And she wonders how she ever got here
As she goes under again

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body + Hands / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / Shape: my own / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Perla – Dew (at the Hipster Fair) / IKON Hope Eyes – Poltergeist / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – JUICY omega lipsticks / Veechi – Serenity Shadow [Catwa] / Hair: Alice Project – Amala II – Mega Pack RARE.

Outfit:
[Renegade] Scarlet – Fatpack (at the main store) / Zuri Rayna~ Studded Hearts Elite-Metal/Gemchange / #2 Blueberry – Energy – RARE – Dress Zero – Red *M* / Moon Elixir – Courtesan – 24 – Maitreya – Thigh Garters / [DB] Herza Piercing Set (my friend wears Ormr fatpack by [DB]).

Setting:
{RW} Le Petite Grande Room Skybox Set / {RW} Starry Bondage Frame (at Romp).

Quotes: “Girls on film”, by Duran Duran.

Your girl

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my girl, she breathes hellfire
and my girl, she feeds my desire
my girl she’s the wind in my sails
a puss n’ boots lady with a cat o’ nine tails

Baton girl 1
Time to shake away the Monday blues leftovers with some classic Aerosmith and my sexylicious new Gem boots, by Renegade, which you can find exclusively at the Fetish Fair for a few more days. Badass and glamourous, these are fitted for classic and several mesh bodies, and include various cool texture options. As soon as I put them on, I’m all smiles… and dimples!

Baton girl 2

This gorgeous face is Valentyna, one of the new creations by 7 Deadly S{k}ins, which you can find at the main store. She’s not a meek lady… she’s spicy-hot, ravishing, the girl who breathes hellfire and will melt your heart. Look at those sultry lips… no lipstick needed with all that sensuality. I’m also rocking Ormr Bento piercing, by Drunken Brokkr.

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body + Hands / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / Shape: my own / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Valentyna Browless – Walnut (at the main store) / IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel / #adored – spellbound brows – molten metal edition {catwa} / Izzie’s – Omega Glitter Eyeshadow Appliers / Hair: Doe: Arwin (solid) – Browns.

Outfit:
[Renegade] Gem – Fatpack (at the Fetish Fair) / CUREMORE – Black Parade Uniform – Pure (at Rewind. A Throwback Event: Y2k) / **RE** Elektra Nails & Rings Set 1.3 / [CX] Tsukiyomi’s Halo (Black+B) Common.

Setting:
BACKDROP CITY.

Quotes: “My girl”, by Aerosmith.

Anyone is my world

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But I won’t cry for yesterday
There’s an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find…

As soon as I reach the shore, before my eye has time to explore, the smell takes me by surprise. A smell I thought forgotten, a smell that screamed of childhood playtime, of my mother’s meals, of a time before distance and war. I suddenly feel lighter, younger, and my smile returns…

Return

I can feel my heart beating under the links of my chain harness, an exclusive creation by Les Encantades for the February round of We❤️RP. Available in several colors and fitted for various mesh bodies, these look very realistic, whether you wear them directly on your bare skin or as armor, as I did. They look like they were handcrafted link by link, as it would have been done long ago, before the times of mass production.

I slowly start climbing the hill that will lead to what used to be home. Will it still be there? I catch the glimpse of a light in the distance…

Return 2

The last rays of sun glisten on the swirls of my Vín-Rída piercing set… coming soon at Drunken Brokkr. It will be fitted for Bento heads Catwa Catya and Daniel, and GA.EG Barbara, and a selection of 7 metals and 7 stones via HUD.

And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body + Hands / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / Shape: my own / .:[PUMEC] :. – .:LOLA skin – September (past Group Gift) + Mesh ears (Valentine’s GG) / IKON Triumph Eye (R) – Hazel / Izzie’s – Demon Eyes (L) / Le Forme Battle Scars / Izzie’s – Dirt on face / Hair: no.match_ ~ NO_EXCUSE ~ Essentials/OMBRE.

Outfit:
*LE* Chain Harness Silver / The Muses . Leather Layered Corset . Omega Applier / lassitude & ennui -Handstitched leather leggings – black / [V-Tech]Azagh – Forearms[ONYX] (Common at the Fantasy Gacha Carnival) / Anachron – Rune Necklace Torc – Iron (Rare) / *May’s Soul* Minerva set / PFC~Role Belt (white).

Setting:
Revenland – Medieval Fantasy Roleplay.

Quotes: “Ordinary World”, by Duran Duran.

In other words, I love you…

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In other words, I love you…

Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars…

Those were stressful days. We had a new home, our first home together, and all our days were consumed trying to find the perfect kitchen, the right curtains, the color of the walls. We were exhausted. But he was happy, oh, so happy. He hummed and sang “Fly me to the moon” over and over in the most romantic “ear worm” ever. The night we finally moved in, we dressed up and he played the song, in his favorite Sinatra version, and we danced together among all our cardboard boxes.

Valentine 2

I felt like a beautiful diva clad in a sumptuous gown, adorned with this gorgeous new Dahlia collection by Zuri Jewelry, while I turned and danced in his arms. A couple of years later, we held each other on our first wedding dance to this song, whispering the lyrics while our family and friends watched us with watery happy eyes.

Mushy reminiscing aside, I wanted to recreate this diva in love. I chose the lovely Lumi skin by 7 Deadly S{k}ins, which you will be able to find at the Designer Circle for a couple more days, with the complete body applier for moles and freckles (from the main store).

Valentine 1

I added the 7DS Juicy lipstick in the tone prune, and Izzie’s special Valentine’s make up. Now I’m ready to keep dancing in the arms of the man I love.

Zero, you are my love in real life, in Second Life, and in all my lives. Every twisted path in my life led me to you, and I love you always.

Fill my heart with song
And let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body + Hands / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / Shape: my own / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Lumi – Almond (at the Designer Circle) + Body applier w/moles / IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – JUICY omega lipsticks / Izzie’s – Valentine’s Make-Up Set (Valentine’s Gift) / Hair: Iconic: Pei – Ombres.

Outfit:
MeriVale – Noni Gown – Indigo / Zuri Rayna -Dahlia Set – Elite – Metals & Gem Changing / Zuri Rayna -Spell Bound Wedding Set Elite V4 / .06 [ kunst ] – Short Cigarette Holder (hand).

Setting:
BACKDROP CITY.

Quotes: “Fly me to the moon (In other words)”, Frank Sinatra.

Your presence still lingers here

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Your presence still lingers here

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

I’m alone with the shadows, the tic-tac of the clock and its echo, and my memories of you. Soon, I will feast my sorrows away. I will gorge on broken heart cookies and other sorrowful, yet delicious pastries, an exclusive creation from The Roawenwood that you can collect at The Gacha Garden. Others may have the bright cupcakes that taste of promises and love; I will just bite the head off this voodoo doll shaped cookie.

Heartbreak

I wipe chocolate from my fingers on my skirt, and I don’t even care that I’m smudging the delicate fabric of my Violetta dress, beautifully crafted by the Silvan Moon dream team exclusively for the Fantasy Gacha Carnival. It feels designed just for my figure, my empty and lonely figure, or perhaps even too pretty for me.

I help myself to another cookie and tears start running down my face.

Heartbreak 2

I try to wipe away the tears, but I smudge lipstick across my Becky caramel skin, by 7 Deadly S{k}ins, one of the previous group gifts that made part of the special celebrations at the store. The current group gift is a set of matching lip glosses for this beautiful face, now all smeared on the cute little mole as I stare at my broken dreams.

Heartbreak 3

Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body + Hands / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / Shape: my own / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Becky – Caramel / IKON Hope Eyes – Scoria / ~Soedara~ Sculpt and tat Layer Tears / Izzie’s – Bunny Eyeshadows / Hair: Lamb. Miss Mabel – Reds Pack w/hat.

Outfit:
!!SMD!! Violetta Steel Dress Set-Black.

Setting:
{RW} Anti-Valentines Valentine Gacha + {RW} No Love Birds! [Seed Of Inspiration] NT.

Quotes: “My Immortal”, by Evanescence.