I don’t belong here alone

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Everything is so dark
And I know there’s something wrong
But I can’t turn the light on

Why 1Some days the sunshine is strong enough to reach me, but what breaks my heart is how I keep you trapped here in the shadows with me. I dream that you run free and the wind is yours, but I can’t breathe if you leave.

Save yourself
Don’t look back
Tearing us apart until it’s all gone
The only world I’ve ever known sleeps beneath the waves

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Head: Catwa Head Catya (Bento)
Skin: 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Aspen freckled – Almond (at Good Vibes Fair)
Hair: TRUTH Athena (past VIP gift)
Eyes: IKON Triumph Eyes – Storm
Tears: Just Magnetized – Crybaby – set 01
Lipstick: [theSkinnery] Backstage Lip Stain (past Group Gift)
Hands: Maitreya Mesh Body – Bento Hands
Ring: *AvaWay* Wedding ring #6 (for her – Gacha – common)
Pose: FOXCITY. Made Up-3m

Quote: “Never go back”, by Evanescence.

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The night shall frown

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The spirits of the dead, who stood
In life before thee, are again
In death around thee, and their will
Shall overshadow thee; be still.

Sinful 3They rise once again for me, and it’s with these fleshless souls that I will conquer my most wicked, sinful needs. March with me into the darkness and embrace the fiend in you… Else-wise, beware of your steps… you never know what manner of unholy creatures may be lurking in the shadows.

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I need to break character to sing the praises of these incredible Pandemonium horns. They’re by far the most fabulous horns I’ve seen. High quality textures, materials enabled, and extremely customizable. Pretty much each piece of the horns and their adornments can be customized with different textures, styles, and tint. I’m wearing the Darkfell variety, but there are 4 other models available. Find them and most of the other stunning stuff from my creature at Sinful Needs. I’m very happy to add this awesomeness generator to my sponsors list!

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) + Teeth Add-on / Sinful Needs Skin – Mare Vesper / Sinful Needs ~ Mesh Fae Ears S1D1 / Sinful Needs Eyes Omega Applier HUD – Occularum2 Lume Amber / Sinful Needs – Pandemonium Horns – Darkfell / Moon. Hair – Hysteria – Solstice / [Gauze&Trap] Faun Legs – Short :Demon:.

Outfit:
!dM deviousMind “Garona” Gacha set – Shaman top & Hair feathers – Aubergine + Shaman shirt – Pearl / [CX] Galactic Queen – Cover – Blossom / Yasum*Maitreya*Tempel Dancer Nails*Rare*Gold.

Setting:
The Kingdom of Taure Ru – Medieval Fantasy Roleplay.

Quote: “Spirits of the dead” by Edgar Allan Poe.

Also wanna have fun

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That’s all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Oh girls, they wanna have fun

In that fuzzy universe that we call RL, she lives at the other side of the world, and we never met. However, she has been a part of my life for years, always there for me on the other side of her screen. She’s my shopping buddy, occasional blogging model, parcel roomie, and always a good friend.

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We love to go hunting together, and then we open our loot and have some fun with it. The cute and very sexy little dress we’re rocking here is the Lucrezia, by Witch)O(Craft, and it’s part of the Hunt for your Inner Slut. Deliciously sheer, it displays my Asha tattoo, also by WC, an exclusive for The Expo Fair.

Beyond the fun, the shopping, the parties… we talk. We can’t be there in person, but whenever I need an ear to vent, she’s there for me, like we’re two regular pals, sharing a snack and staying up late. Today we’re also skin buddies, both by 7 Deadly S{k}ins. She wears the lovely Calamity with face moles in Caramel (right), and I’m looking pretty in my Tatum in Maple (left), exclusively created for the Ultra event.

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When you read this, dear Chanty, thank you for being a friend all these years. Here’s a cupcake toast to more good times together.

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Me:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Tatum – Maple (at Ultra) / /Wasabi Pills/ Skyler Mesh Hair – FLF Exclusive pack / IKON Triumph Eyes – Storm / [WitchCraft] Asha Tattoo (The Expo Fair) / [Witchcraft] Lucrezia Dress (at the Hunt for your Inner Slut).

My BFF:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Calamity – Caramel / Mina Hair – Alison – Reds / Quar Store – Tattoo Balance / [Witchcraft] Lucrezia Dress (at the Hunt for your Inner Slut).

Setting:
Pillow fight scene: FOXCITY Midnight Madness (With Pillow Props) / Persefona Floating Pillow Feathers / {Roawenwood} Grande Royale Bed / Anachron – Cupcake Plate Gacha (various).

Quote: “Girls Just Want To Have Fun”, by Cyndi Lauper.

Behind the door

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What I’ve felt, what I’ve known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? ‘Cause I’m the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?

Bride 1You will be here, I know that much. All the rest is noise, the flowers, the intricate bejeweled gown, the dazzling jewelry, the elaborated plans… it’s all beautiful, but nothing more than a pretty background. This is our story. Come beside me, and speak the words that make my demons run.

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Come lay beside me, this won’t hurt, I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she’ll never love again
She lay beside me but she’ll be there when I’m gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes, she’ll be there when I’m gone

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Story spotted – Sand (at the Designer Showcase) / .:EMO-tions.. *CALANIA* -RED / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – JUICY omega lipsticks – Lady / IKON Triumph Eyes – Storm / Izzie’s – Festive Shimmer Eye Make-Up.

Outfit:
.:FlowerDreams:.Serap – soft pink (50% off at Zuri Jewelry’s Bridal Affair) / Zuri Rayna – Bridal Tiara-Bridal White-Rose P-Mesh (at Zuri Jewelry’s Bridal Affair) / Zuri Rayna ~ Sashi Complete Jewelry Set – Pink/Diamond/Black Sterling / Merivale Zenda Wedding simple veil (part of the Zenda Wedding gown, at Zuri Jewelry’s Bridal Affair).

Setting:
Ethereal City-Lacrimosa Cathedral.

Quote: “The Unforgiven II” by Metallica.

Taste the poison

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I can feel you calling me
I can see the cracks between these walls
But this pain
I choke on the words as they rise in me
To survive, I lock down

Music and laughter fill the air, a siren wails in the distance, someone yells something to the bartender… my body moves to some rhythm by inertia perhaps, while the blaring chaos around me muffles all my thoughts. Good. Some things are best unsaid, even if it’s just with the voice inside my mind.

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Cigarette smoke and sweat drench the soft cotton of my Witchy top, one of the latest creations by Witch)O(Craft, released at Suicide Dollz and soon at the main store. I can feel it crawling on my Muriel skin, smokey eye shadow and all, a beautiful creation by 7 Deadly S{k}ins that you can find at the Vintage Fair.

I need fresh air, or perhaps I really need to poison my breath in solitude. Maybe the silence won’t be enough to awake the dark thoughts. I let my Sierra heels by Renegade carry me outside. You can find these ravishing shoes at the Good Vibes event.

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Say the words
I can’t face the world
If I could say the words
Everything would be broken still
We are broken

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
-Belleza- Freya Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Muriel – Pineapple (at the Vintage Fair) / IKON Hope Eyes – Poltergeist / no.match_ ~ No_Sugar ~ Unicorn / #ADORED – so jucci lips – gothicc edition {catwa} / [WitchCraft] Ganesha tattoo.

Outfit:
[WitchCraft] Witchy Outfit / [Renegade] Sierra – Fatpack (at Good Vibes) / Blueberry – Serena Pants – Fat Pack AsteroidBox. Cross Collar / **RE** Elektra Nails & Rings Set / **RE** Savage Ears Piercings.

Setting:
anxiety %madness (Image 1) and .:Joplino:. Backdrop Live Show (Image 2) at Backdrop City/Night Vibe Section/Nightlife.

Quote: “Lockdown”, by Amy Lee.

Voices I hear

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Mystical voices, floating, calling;
Dim farewells – the last, the last? –
“Come, come away, the night is falling;
Come, come away, the day is past!”

You cannot be sure if what you heard is the wind dancing through the cracks of the cave, or an eerie whisper calling your name, playing with your fears. Could those be steps, could those be crystals clinking through the silence, or just a random water drop crashing on the rocks?

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A silhouette emerges from the darkness, pale as a deadly sin. The moonlight shines on the majestic symbols engraved on its ghastly skin, the delicate beauty of red roses, evoking droplets of blood on silent snow.

It turns around in a blind stare, a blinding stare, a scream trapped in your throat. There is beauty and it’s almost overwhelming, or perhaps it’s just the lure of darkness itself.

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Tell me your message, Ye who are calling
Out of the dimness vague and vast? –
Lift me, take me, – the night is falling;
Quick, let us go, – the day is past!

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Emerald Browless – Snow (at Lost & Found – open until June 18th) / [WitchCraft] Maire Tattoo (at The Avenue – open until June 22nd) / CURELESS [+] Cat Eye Syndrome / TRUTH VIP Fiji (May Group Gift!) / +abigailia+ Dolly Lashes / Zibska Aimi Eye Makeup / Yasum*Victorian Nailart & HUD* / Izzie’s – Bloody Lips.

Outfit:
Yasum*Torn Day*Noir&Black (at We Love RP – open until June 30th) / Air_Dryas horn_white+silver_CM* (at We Love RP ) / \//.VoluptasVirtualis [Mezarah] – Right Hand / **RE** Arwen Left Glove.

Setting:
:Fanatik Architecture: Lake Chamber PG at Backdrop City/Roleplay Series/Caves.

Quote: “Twilight Voices” by William Allingham.

Dis-moi, Josephine

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Dis-moi, Josephine

Blue skies smiling at me
Nothing but blue skies do I see
Bluebirds singing a song
Nothing but bluebirds all day long…

She’s all feathers and luscious pearls, the most exotic midnight glam. Behind her dazzling smile, a dangerous secret is hidden by a song. Her voice enchants everyone in the room, a true spell cast by her playful eyes. She dances all their fantasies away, swiping their careless confidences away, while they’re too entranced to know that they’re the enemy.

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Fabulous like no other, the Black Pearl plays a dangerous game. Today she fascinates the troops clad in her magnificent Miss Fisher Gown, designed by the amazing Silvan Moon Designs for the upcoming round of the Vintage Fair (June 8th to 25th). The fabric is super luxurious and the rigging feels incredibly authentic. It will be available in 6 colors.

Adored by a legion of admirers, the Creole goddess wears the glorious Charlotte pearls collection by Zuri Jewelry, with matching ring and bracelet. The Elite menu allows my to choose between several combinations of gems, metals, and pearls for a unique look.

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The music continues at the Twisted Summer RFL Sale, named Sockdolanger and themed after the Roaring 20’s. Nothing more fitting for the Black Venus than the fabulous Josephine Baker headpiece by Sweet Revolutions, and the Bento Satin Gloves by Maraschino (formerly Anachron). The event runs until June 30th.

The silence seems unnatural after the roaring energy of the party. Nothing but the swish of her garments and the subtle rustle of her magical pen, scratching stolen secrets between the lines of her music sheets.

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Sleepy time gal
When all your dancin’ is through
Sleepy time gal
I’ll find a cottage for you…

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / [theSkinnery] Celine – ebony (browless version) / IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel / Hair: no.match_ ~ NO_PROMISE ~ Pack of Blacks / Izzie’s – 20’s Make-Up Set.

Outfit:
!!!SMD!!! Miss Fisher Gown Set-Midnight (at the Vintage Fair… opening soon!) / Maraschino – Bento Satin Gloves – Maitreya Fit – Gold (at the Twisted Summer RFL Sale) / ~*SR*~ Josephine Baker headpiece ~ Black (at the Twisted Summer RFL Sale) / Zuri Rayna~ Charlotte Pearls Elite Collection / Zuri Rayna- Star Bracelet- Elite-Charlotte version / Eclectica Black Leather Pumps.

Setting:
Image 1: The Rose Theatre Grand Hall.

Images 2-3: Backdrop City (“Spoiled” area).

Quotes: “Blue skies” and “Sleepy time gal”, by Josephine Baker.