It grips you

So tear me open, pour me out
There’s things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me, until it sleeps

I lived my life as a scientist, designed wonderful research projects and held meetings with my colleague and friend. He stared at me with loving sorrow, with hopelessness. All that world existed only inside my delirious mind, my designs were mere random scribbles, and what I took for a research facility was a mental institution. My friend visited often, talked to my doctors, heard my ramblings. His eyes were sad for the brilliant mind that shone too bright until it burned and cracked.
I woke up a scientist, living my normal life, with my projects and my friend. Or was that the real dream?

I’ll tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽

Head: LOGO Willow Head (at LOGO Main Store)
Skin: 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Delta – Coconut (NEW at Dubai Event: Oct. 20th – Nov. 10th)
Tattoo: [Stargazer Creations] Body Shine – Binary

✽ڿڰۣ— ALSO ROCKING ڿڰۣ—✽
Make up: Izzie’s – Zombie (NEW at Salem: until October 31st)
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Eyes: Izzie’s – Demon Eyes
Hair: no.match_ ~ NO_BREATH ~ All colors (NEW at Driftwood: October 5th-November 5th)
Outfit: Cellar Door ~ Beast Straight Jacket Set ~ Dust  (NEW at We Love RP: October 4th-31st)
Accessory: AsteroidBox. Mouth Silencer
Setting: anxiety %formaldehyde at Backdrop City
Poses: Poseidon – Morgue Set

Quotes from “Until it sleeps”, by Metallica

One September day

Years, they will come and go
Sometimes the tears will flow
Some of my memories will fade
But I’ll always remember that one September day

The fire crackles in its quiet corner as the sun goes down. The wind outside gets colder with each passing day. You just arrived, a little tired as always, a little happy as always. I curl up on my seat watching you undress, already enjoying the anticipation of our evening routine.

We may watch something funny while we have dinner, we will say indecent things to each other while we work, we will cuddle together next to the fireplace or on our bed… I will fall asleep between kisses, my head on your chest and my hand toying with your desires.

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽

Skin: 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Jazzy – Coconut (NEW at Sense Event: until October 8th)
Shoes: [Renegade] Gianna Shoes (available at the main store)

✽ڿڰۣ— ALSO ROCKING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Eyes: AG. Starry Eyes Gacha – Genus – 10
Hair: no.match_ ~ NO_WTF ~ OMBRE
Outfit: neve top – shadows cableknit (tinted red) / EVIE – Just Saying Skirt [Ufo]
Make up: Just Magnetized – Venus Eyeliner + Just Magnetized – Essential Hairbase – set 08
Nails: #EMPIRE – Coffin Nails – Short *Maitreya*
Setting: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lake Cabin
Poses: FOXCITY. Cozy Bento Pose Set

Quote from “One September day”, by Nina Simone

Seduce me tonight

Livin’ on the edge, flyin’ down the hill
To where the good girls don’t, but the bad girls will, bad girls will
Do I know your name, you can tell me lies
Show me all the secrets hidden in your thighs, in your thighs

Let me fill your fantasies with color and shine, with the scent of wild roses on my warm skin, with enticing whispers in the silence of night.

I wanna be your slave, set me in scene
Take me all the places that I’ve never been, never been
Play the leading role, love me till I cry
Let the curtain fall and love me till I die, till I die

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽

Head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face W001 – Mocap
Body: -Belleza- Freya Bento
Skin: 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Zella – Coconut (NEW at Dubai Event: August 20th – September 10th) + 7 Deadly s[K]ins – 2017 skin HUD omega Coconut (Freckles #3)
Shine: [Stargazer Creations] Body Shine Crystal – Naughty Oriental (NEW at Afterglow: August 16th – September 6th)
Eyes: !Musa! Malachite Eyes
Hair: MINA – DoMina – Dip dye (NEW at Fetish Fair: August 17th – 31st)
Outfit: [Renegade] Jada Bikini Harness (NEW at Fetish Fair: August 17th – 31st)
Boots: [Renegade] Karina Boots (NEW at Fetish Fair: August 17th – 31st)
Rings/Nails: **RE** Elektra Nails & Rings Set
Location: /anxiety/ louie apartment
Pose 1: #5 K&S – // hidden desires // pose 2 (NEW at Fetish Fair: August 17th – 31st)
Pose 2: #8 K&S – // hidden desires // pose 5 (NEW at Fetish Fair: August 17th – 31st)

Quotes: “Seduce me tonight”, by Cycle V

The morning after

All alone ain’t much fun
So you’re looking for the thrill
And you know just what it takes and where to go

Another vibrant night, neon and music leading my way… we will laugh too hard, drink a bit too much, dance our sorrows away. I will seduce you on the dance floor once again, you will kiss me under the disco ball. We will wake up tangled with each other, our bodies exhausted and happy, our clothes a shapeless bundle by the bed. Perhaps I will still be wearing my sexy stiletto heels…

Feel the breeze deep on the inside
Look you down into your well
If you can, you’ll see the world in all his fire

Sweat and love, morning coffee, morning cuddles… your beautiful eyes on me. Let’s do it all again.

Take a chance
Like all dreamers can’t find another way
You don’t have to dream it all, just live a day

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
Body: -Belleza- Freya
Skin: 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Lime – Maple (NEW at Cosmetic Fair)
Make up: Izzie’s – Bunny Eyeshadows
Eyes:  IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel
Hair: TRUTH Grecia – Black & White pack
Shoes: [Renegade] Aspen – Fatpack (NEW at the Black Fair: LAST DAY)
Dress: Elegance Boutique – Dress & Harness – BlackFloral – ” Olivia” – (at the Black Fair)
Accessory: [ kunst ] – Spring Cigarette Holder
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Reassurance / FOXCITY Me Time pose pack

Quote: “Save a prayer”, by Duran Duran

End of the song

Come on handsome
Put a quarter in that thing again
It don’t matter
If the song is the same…

There’s always a moment, right after the end of the song, when silence feels deeper. The last chords still ring inside our mind, fading away into the silence, almost like an echo. Your eyes linger on me, follow the sinuous curve of my sensual boots, get trapped by the enticing lines of my tattoo…

There’s a full moon above us
Shining out so bright
Why worry about tomorrow?
You’re young and you’re travelling light

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Skin: 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Toril – Dew (NEW at Dubai Event – February 20th to March 10th)
Make up: {PSYCHO:Byts}. Nova Eyeshadows (NEW at We Love Roleplay)
Tattoo: -Endless Pain Tattoos- Hybrid (NEW at We Love Roleplay)
Hair:  A&Y Cyber Ghost hair (Female) – Red
Eyes: ANATOMY – Archangel Eyes (NEW at We Love Roleplay)
Outfit: r2 A/D/E kyo [black A+B]
Boots: [Renegade] Electra (NEW at Fetish Fair – February 16th to March 2nd)
Gloves: [Cubic Cherry] Talis Gloves (NEW at We Love Roleplay)
Jewelry: VENGE – Keres Circlet (NEW at We Love Roleplay) / VENGE – Caged Heart Earrings (NEW at Swank)
Cigarette: [ kunst ] – Spring Cigarette Holder
Backdrop: [Grunt] – Musical Backdrop (at Backdrop City – Group exclusive area)

Quotes: “Travelling light”, by Vaya con Dios

Never chose this way

They tried to tame you 
Looks like they’ll try again

Transgression… irreverence, indifference, or guilty pleasure?

Wild boys never lose it
Wild boys never chose this way
Wild boys never close your eyes
Wild boys always shine

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Bento head [BETA]
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Skin:  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Amorie – Coconut (NEW at Designer Showcase – until December 31st) + shape based on 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Amorie shape for Genus.
Hair:  :::Phoenix::: Aimy Hair Dipped
Eyes: IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel
Outfit: [WitchCraft] Millie Dress (NEW at Darkness Monthly – until November 30th)
Shoes: [Renegade] Brandi Fatpack (NEW at the Main Store)
Nails: #EMPIRE – Coffin Nails – Medium
Setting: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Destination:London (at Backdrop City)

Quotes: “Wild boys”, by Duran Duran.

Don’t turn away

I’m frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there’s much more to come

The mesmerizing voice of the singer seems to echo the whispers in my head, and I sing along the lifeless promise in the lyrics, and I repeat almost chanting, praying in tears, “if I will it all away“… The shards of my broken reflection, scattered on the floor, seem to be calling me. Screaming my name, as the song says.

Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away… if I will it all away.

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Bento head [BETA]
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Skin:  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Dawn – Dew (NEW at Dark Style Fair – until November 4th)
+ shape based on 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Dawn shape for Genus
Hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Amara – Ombres
Tears: Just Magnetized – Crybaby – set 01 (Omega)
Outfit: [WitchCraft] Mikah Teddy (NEW at On9 – until October 20th)
Shoes: [Renegade] Brooke Fatpack (NEW at the Black Fair)
Mirror: Kalopsia – 7 Years Bad Luck Mirror
Room: {RoawenWood} Le Petite Grande Room Skybox

Quotes: “Whisper”, by Evanescence.

Unready for my love

I made wine from the lilac tree
Put my heart in its recipe
It makes me see what I want to see
And be what I want to be…

I wait for you here, like so many other nights, listening to the city out there, all alive, all loud. The phone lies in expectation, as do I. Only silence and wine, waiting for you.

Lilac wine is sweet and heady where’s my love?
Lilac wine, I feel unsteady, where’s my love?

When I think more than I want to think
Do things I never should do
I drink much more that I ought to drink
Because I brings me back you

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Bento head [BETA]
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Skin:  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Ravenel – Fudge (NEW at Blush Fair – until October 24th)
+ 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Ravenel shape for Genus (I only enlarged the eyes a little bit)
Hair:  Unorthodox Ziggy Hair -Pink- (Hair Fair)
Lipstick: Sintiklia. – Lipstick Erotic(Genus) set2
Outfit: [WitchCraft] Mwynen lingerie (NEW at the main store)
+ Mossu x Genesis Lab – Total Glam.Fur Coat – Glam Pink
Jewelry: Zuri Rayna- Vintage Pearl Collection-Rose-Diamond (at Zuri Jewelry)
Shoes: [Renegade] Indigo
Sunglasses: Maxi Gossamer – SunGlasses – Monroe Florida 50’s Classic
Sofa: {RoawenWood} Diva May Care Slipper Chair – Leopard [RARE]

Quotes: “Lilac wine”, by Nina Simone.

The song is the same

There’s a full moon above us
Shining out so bright
Why worry about tomorrow?
You’re young and you’re travelling light

Come on, handsome… tell that joke again, tell me how much you love to hear me laugh. Come closer… we have nothing to explain tonight. Let all your troubles drift away, and enjoy the song. It doesn’t matter if it’s always the same.

Your eyes avidly follow the alluring laces of my Anastasia boots, an exclusive by Renegade for the Fetish Fair, starting tomorrow. I see your desire, I can feel it in the air, around the tight curves of my Guennie latex dress, the latest Saturday Sale at the Witch)O(Craft main store (until tomorrow!).

Spend the rest of the night trapped by my arms, my legs, lost in the sensual intoxication of my Berlin skin, a sweet Secret Affair by 7 Deadly S{k}ins.

Hold me closer
You and I may never meet again
Maybe somewhere
Down old memory lane

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

🍷 Me:
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Bento head [CLOSED BETA – COMING SOON]
Skin:  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Berlin – Cashew (at the Secret Affair ~ Aug 5th-Sep 5th)
Eyes:  IKON Triumph Eyes – Storm
Make up: Zibska ~ Myna eyeshadow / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – NEELTJE lipgloss
Hair:  Magika – Unknown
Dress: [WitchCraft] Guennie Latex dress (Sale at Witch)O(Craft main store)
Boots: [Renegade] Anastasia – Fatpack (at the Fetish Fair ~ starts Aug 3rd)

🍷 My handsome:
Body: [Signature] Gianni Body – Body
Head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
Skin:  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Judas – Caramel
Hair:  NO.MATCH_NO.EXCUSE
Outfit: ::GB:: Knit jacket & shirt / ::GB:: Boots in pants / ::GB:: Double Belt Boots

Location: Backdrop City
Backdrops: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lit / MINIMAL – Omnia Backdrop

Quotes: “Travelling light”, by Vaya con Dios.

O meu amor…

O meu amor tem um jeito manso que é só seu
E que me deixa louca quando me beija a boca
A minha pele toda fica arrepiada
E me beija com calma e fundo
Até minh’alma se sentir beijada

My love has a gentle way that’s only his
That drives me crazy when he kisses my lips
My whole skin shivers
And he kisses me calmly and deeply
til’ my soul feels kissed

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The sensuality of this old song invades my senses, and you, my body. An erotic ode to love, from the lands of my parents, to be whispered in your ear while you slowly remove my Rachel lingerie, created by Witch)O(Craft for the Crazy Fashion Event. You have a unique way of teasing me, leaving me on fire, kissing every little freckle on my Sparrow skin by 7 Deadly S{k}ins, an exclusive for AnyBody.

Eu sou sua menina, viu? E ele é o meu rapaz
Meu corpo é testemunha do bem que ele me faz

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Head: Catwa Head Catya (Bento)
Skin: 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Sparrow freckled – Oak (at AnyBody)
Eyes:  IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel
Hair: Magika – Disarray
Outfit: [WitchCraft] Rachel Romper (at Crazy Fashion Event)
Shoes: [Renegade] Indigo (NEW!)
Poses: EvoLove – Provocative 3 (Image 1) / FOXCITY. Red Hot-6m (Image 2)
Bed: {Roawenwood} Grande Royale Bed

Quotes: “O meu amor”, by Chico Buarque.