Category Archives: Parts of me

Cruel summer

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Hot summer streets
And the pavements are burning
I sit around
Trying to smile but
The air is so heavy and dry

Cruel summerHumming in the quiet summer night, all the fan can do is move the hot air around the room. I can feel the soft cotton of my Sugar Skull top practically pasted on my skin. Droplets of sweat run down the freckles of my Bali skin, almost as if they were tracing the swirls and curves of my Tiana tattoo.

The city is crowded
My friends are away
And I’m on my own
It’s too hot to handle
So I got to get up and go…

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Bento head [CLOSED BETA – COMING SOON]
Skin:  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Bali – Fudge (Izara’s Birthday GIFT!)
+ 7 Deadly s[K]ins – 2017 skin HUD omega FUDGE (Freckles #3)
Eyes:  IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel
Hair:  :::Phoenix::: Tisha Hair Dipped
Tattoo: [WitchCraft] Tiana Tattoo (SALE at Witch)O(Craft main store)
Outfit: [WitchCraft] Sugar Skull Animals (top/panties) (at Gothic Garage Sale)
Pose: FOXCITY. Stairs (Sitting)-4m
Scene: My home

Quotes: “Cruel Summer”, by Ace of Base (original: Bananarama).

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One breath apart

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Be still, my love, I will return to you
However far you feel from me, you are not alone
I will always be waiting
And I’ll always be watching you…

The roaring clangor of battle has faded, but the air is still heavy with the scent of blood and rage. I retreat to the only place where I can find true silence. I remove my boots, to better connect with this sacred ground. I fall to my knees, I call your name, hoping that somehow you’re only one breath apart, watching me… speak to me.

Offering 1

I’ve come to offer these wounds, the scars of my flesh, and the wound in my soul that is taking too long to heal. I also offer your vanquished weapons, to lay here forever in remembrance of you, until my soul can rush into yours once again… speak to me.

Join me by the altar of the the Mark of the Warrior Memorial at The Fantasy Collective until July 10th. This beautiful creation by The Roawenwood is close to my heart. It was inspired by the Chaddul-Ro memorial created for the 2017 Fantasy Faire, a work of grief and healing, a work of eternal love.

Offering 2

We are one breath apart, my love
And I’ll be holding it in ’till we’re together
Hear me call your name
Just believe and speak, speak to me…

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Head: Catwa Head Catya (Bento)
Skin:  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Sparrow freckled – Oak (at AnyBody)
Eye (R):  IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel
Eye (L):  Izzie’s – Demon Eyes
Scars: Le Forme Battle Scars FACE
Dirt: Izzie’s – Body & Face Biker Dirt
Hair: no.match_ ~ NO_KINGDOM ~ Pack of REDS
Outfit: Dreaming Thicket – Andraste Armor – Fortress
Scene: {Roawenwood} Mark of the Warrior Memorial (at The Fantasy Collective)

Quotes: “Speak to me”, by Amy Lee.

O meu amor…

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O meu amor tem um jeito manso que é só seu
E que me deixa louca quando me beija a boca
A minha pele toda fica arrepiada
E me beija com calma e fundo
Até minh’alma se sentir beijada

My love has a gentle way that’s only his
That drives me crazy when he kisses my lips
My whole skin shivers
And he kisses me calmly and deeply
til’ my soul feels kissed


Sensuality 1The sensuality of this old song invades my senses, and you, my body. An erotic ode to love, from the lands of my parents, to be whispered in your ear while you slowly remove my Rachel lingerie, created by Witch)O(Craft for the Crazy Fashion Event. You have a unique way of teasing me, leaving me on fire, kissing every little freckle on my Sparrow skin by 7 Deadly S{k}ins, an exclusive for AnyBody.

Eu sou sua menina, viu? E ele é o meu rapaz
Meu corpo é testemunha do bem que ele me faz

Sensuality 2

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Head: Catwa Head Catya (Bento)
Skin: 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Sparrow freckled – Oak (at AnyBody)
Eyes:  IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel
Hair: Magika – Disarray
Outfit: [WitchCraft] Rachel Romper (at Crazy Fashion Event)
Shoes: [Renegade] Indigo (NEW!)
Poses: EvoLove – Provocative 3 (Image 1) / FOXCITY. Red Hot-6m (Image 2)
Bed: {Roawenwood} Grande Royale Bed

Quotes: “O meu amor”, by Chico Buarque.

I don’t belong here alone

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Everything is so dark
And I know there’s something wrong
But I can’t turn the light on

Why 1Some days the sunshine is strong enough to reach me, but what breaks my heart is how I keep you trapped here in the shadows with me. I dream that you run free and the wind is yours, but I can’t breathe if you leave.

Save yourself
Don’t look back
Tearing us apart until it’s all gone
The only world I’ve ever known sleeps beneath the waves

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Head: Catwa Head Catya (Bento)
Skin: 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Aspen freckled – Almond (at Good Vibes Fair)
Hair: TRUTH Athena (past VIP gift)
Eyes: IKON Triumph Eyes – Storm
Tears: Just Magnetized – Crybaby – set 01
Lipstick: [theSkinnery] Backstage Lip Stain (past Group Gift)
Hands: Maitreya Mesh Body – Bento Hands
Ring: *AvaWay* Wedding ring #6 (for her – Gacha – common)
Pose: FOXCITY. Made Up-3m

Quote: “Never go back”, by Evanescence.

Also wanna have fun

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That’s all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Oh girls, they wanna have fun

In that fuzzy universe that we call RL, she lives at the other side of the world, and we never met. However, she has been a part of my life for years, always there for me on the other side of her screen. She’s my shopping buddy, occasional blogging model, parcel roomie, and always a good friend.

Pillow fight 1

We love to go hunting together, and then we open our loot and have some fun with it. The cute and very sexy little dress we’re rocking here is the Lucrezia, by Witch)O(Craft, and it’s part of the Hunt for your Inner Slut. Deliciously sheer, it displays my Asha tattoo, also by WC, an exclusive for The Expo Fair.

Beyond the fun, the shopping, the parties… we talk. We can’t be there in person, but whenever I need an ear to vent, she’s there for me, like we’re two regular pals, sharing a snack and staying up late. Today we’re also skin buddies, both by 7 Deadly S{k}ins. She wears the lovely Calamity with face moles in Caramel (right), and I’m looking pretty in my Tatum in Maple (left), exclusively created for the Ultra event.

Pillow fight 2

When you read this, dear Chanty, thank you for being a friend all these years. Here’s a cupcake toast to more good times together.

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Me:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Tatum – Maple (at Ultra) / /Wasabi Pills/ Skyler Mesh Hair – FLF Exclusive pack / IKON Triumph Eyes – Storm / [WitchCraft] Asha Tattoo (The Expo Fair) / [Witchcraft] Lucrezia Dress (at the Hunt for your Inner Slut).

My BFF:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Calamity – Caramel / Mina Hair – Alison – Reds / Quar Store – Tattoo Balance / [Witchcraft] Lucrezia Dress (at the Hunt for your Inner Slut).

Setting:
Pillow fight scene: FOXCITY Midnight Madness (With Pillow Props) / Persefona Floating Pillow Feathers / {Roawenwood} Grande Royale Bed / Anachron – Cupcake Plate Gacha (various).

Quote: “Girls Just Want To Have Fun”, by Cyndi Lauper.

Behind the door

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What I’ve felt, what I’ve known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? ‘Cause I’m the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?

Bride 1You will be here, I know that much. All the rest is noise, the flowers, the intricate bejeweled gown, the dazzling jewelry, the elaborated plans… it’s all beautiful, but nothing more than a pretty background. This is our story. Come beside me, and speak the words that make my demons run.

Bride 2

Come lay beside me, this won’t hurt, I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she’ll never love again
She lay beside me but she’ll be there when I’m gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes, she’ll be there when I’m gone

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
Maitreya Lara Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Story spotted – Sand (at the Designer Showcase) / .:EMO-tions.. *CALANIA* -RED / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – JUICY omega lipsticks – Lady / IKON Triumph Eyes – Storm / Izzie’s – Festive Shimmer Eye Make-Up.

Outfit:
.:FlowerDreams:.Serap – soft pink (50% off at Zuri Jewelry’s Bridal Affair) / Zuri Rayna – Bridal Tiara-Bridal White-Rose P-Mesh (at Zuri Jewelry’s Bridal Affair) / Zuri Rayna ~ Sashi Complete Jewelry Set – Pink/Diamond/Black Sterling / Merivale Zenda Wedding simple veil (part of the Zenda Wedding gown, at Zuri Jewelry’s Bridal Affair).

Setting:
Ethereal City-Lacrimosa Cathedral.

Quote: “The Unforgiven II” by Metallica.

Taste the poison

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I can feel you calling me
I can see the cracks between these walls
But this pain
I choke on the words as they rise in me
To survive, I lock down

Music and laughter fill the air, a siren wails in the distance, someone yells something to the bartender… my body moves to some rhythm by inertia perhaps, while the blaring chaos around me muffles all my thoughts. Good. Some things are best unsaid, even if it’s just with the voice inside my mind.

Smoking 2

Cigarette smoke and sweat drench the soft cotton of my Witchy top, one of the latest creations by Witch)O(Craft, released at Suicide Dollz and soon at the main store. I can feel it crawling on my Muriel skin, smokey eye shadow and all, a beautiful creation by 7 Deadly S{k}ins that you can find at the Vintage Fair.

I need fresh air, or perhaps I really need to poison my breath in solitude. Maybe the silence won’t be enough to awake the dark thoughts. I let my Sierra heels by Renegade carry me outside. You can find these ravishing shoes at the Good Vibes event.

Smoking 1

Say the words
I can’t face the world
If I could say the words
Everything would be broken still
We are broken

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽

Body:
-Belleza- Freya Mesh Body / Catwa Head Catya (Bento) / 7 Deadly s[K]ins – Muriel – Pineapple (at the Vintage Fair) / IKON Hope Eyes – Poltergeist / no.match_ ~ No_Sugar ~ Unicorn / #ADORED – so jucci lips – gothicc edition {catwa} / [WitchCraft] Ganesha tattoo.

Outfit:
[WitchCraft] Witchy Outfit / [Renegade] Sierra – Fatpack (at Good Vibes) / Blueberry – Serena Pants – Fat Pack AsteroidBox. Cross Collar / **RE** Elektra Nails & Rings Set / **RE** Savage Ears Piercings.

Setting:
anxiety %madness (Image 1) and .:Joplino:. Backdrop Live Show (Image 2) at Backdrop City/Night Vibe Section/Nightlife.

Quote: “Lockdown”, by Amy Lee.