Category Archives: Parts of me

Whispering

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If I could only have you near
To breathe a sigh or two
I would be happy just to hold the hands I love
On this winter’s night with you

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A quiet winter night, the fragrance of hot chocolate in the air, sharing Lebkuchen and kisses, his voice whispering sensual nothings on the snow…

This is not my common blog post, and I’m not featuring my regular sponsors. This is my SL home, and I wanted to show it to you, to share the magic of this beautiful winter night in the arms of my love.

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
House: Trompe L’Oeil – Emerson Cottage
Pavilion: Di’Cor Asian Pavilion
Path:
[DDD] Stoney Path – Texture change
Paper lanterns: Anachron – Andon Lantern – RARES (Currently #kisetsu)
Stone lanterns: Culprit – Japanese Stone Lantern Zen
Puppies: JIAN Beagle Pup & JIAN Snowday St.Bernard

Quote: “Song for a winter’s night”, by Sarah McLachlan.

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Desperate hearts

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I kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins
There were times in my life
When I was goin’ insane
Tryin’ to walk through
The pain…

Sometimes 1

Sometimes all I seek is noise, loud and busy, bright and shiny, distracting, oh so distracting. Sometimes I think that if the noise is loud enough, I can silence the wailing of my darkest ideas. Sometimes I think that the briefest moment of silence might open the gates to all the shadows. Sometimes I think… and sometimes I don’t.

Sometimes 2

When I lost my grip
And I hit the floor
Yeah, I thought I could leave but couldn’t get out the door
I was so sick and tired
Of livin’ a lie
I was wishin’ that I
Would die

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: LAQ Bento head – Athena
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Skin:
 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Itske – Coconut (NEW at Sense until Dec 8th)
+ Itske shape for LAQ Scarlet – adapted for Athena
Eyes:  IKON Hope Eyes – Scoria
Hair: :::Phoenix::: Mishon Hair Dipped
Outfit: [WitchCraft] Millicent Dress
Stockings: ..::Energie::..Ella Socks & Tights Appliers
Setting: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Sometimes
Poses: FOXCITY Highlights VOL2 (4 and 2m, respectively)

Quotes: “Amazing”, by Aerosmith.

Under moonlight

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Nude, you are simple as one of your hands, 
Smooth, earthy, small, transparent, round: 
You have moonlines, applepathways: 
Nude, you are slender as nude stem of wheat.

Lilac

Nude, you are blue as the night in Cuba; 
You have vines and stars in your hair; 
Nude, you are spacious and yellow 
As summer in a golden church.

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: Catwa Catya (Bento)
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Skin:
  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Itske – Walnut (NEW at Sense – until December 8th)
Hair:  Moon. Hair // – Hysteria – Venus
Eyes: IKON Triumph Eyes – Hazel
Jewelry: Zuri Rayna~ Hummingbird Elite 2 Jewelry Set
Tattoo: [WitchCraft] Lilac Tattoo (NEW at The Avenue – November round)
Setting: {RoawenWood} Fairly There Fantasy Trees & Spring bushes

Quotes: “Sonnet XXVII”, by Pablo Neruda.

All souls’ night

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You heap the logs and try to fill
The little room with words and cheer,
But silent feet are on the hill,
Across the window veiled eyes peer.
The hosts of lovers, young in death,
Go seeking down the world to-night,
Remembering faces, warmth and breath—
And they shall seek till it is light.
Then let the white-flaked logs burn low,
Lest those who drift before the storm
See gladness on our hearth and know
There is no flame can make them warm.

Fright

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Bento head [BETA]
Skin:  7 Deadly s[K]ins – Halloween 2018 GROUP GIFT Skins – On Halloween day!
Eyes:  CURELESS [+] Dragon Eyes (v.1)
Piercing: Drunken Brokkr – Natbakka lip ring (NEW: DB at Stargazer’s sim)

Quote: All Souls’ Night, by Hortense King Flexner.

Don’t turn away

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I’m frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there’s much more to come

Mirror 2

The mesmerizing voice of the singer seems to echo the whispers in my head, and I sing along the lifeless promise in the lyrics, and I repeat almost chanting, praying in tears, “if I will it all away“… The shards of my broken reflection, scattered on the floor, seem to be calling me. Screaming my name, as the song says.

Mirror 1

Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away… if I will it all away.

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Bento head [BETA]
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Skin:
  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Dawn – Dew (NEW at Dark Style Fair – until November 4th)
+ shape based on 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Dawn shape for Genus
Hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Amara – Ombres
Tears: Just Magnetized – Crybaby – set 01 (Omega)
Outfit: [WitchCraft] Mikah Teddy (NEW at On9 – until October 20th)
Shoes: [Renegade] Brooke Fatpack (NEW at the Black Fair)
Mirror: Kalopsia – 7 Years Bad Luck Mirror
Room: {RoawenWood} Le Petite Grande Room Skybox

Quotes: “Whisper”, by Evanescence.

If I can’t be beautiful

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So self-obsessed with my mascara and mistakes
Vanity’s like a funeral and everyone is at my wake
Before I run out of air there’s more make-up to apply
Doll eyes stare into valium colored skies

If I can't be beautiful

I kick off my shoes, exhausted, and simply lie down on the rug, surrounded by all my gorgeous loot. I cannot have enough from this B&B new glam. I want them all, I need them. Let me play with all the colors, let me lipstick myself all over, let me create a perfect, beautiful me.

Tell me your secrets and I’ll tell you my lies
Everything is monotone in my dead eyes
If I can’t be beautiful, I’d rather just die

✽ڿڰۣ— FEATURING ڿڰۣ—✽
Head: Catwa Head Catya (Bento)
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Skin:
  7 Deadly S{k}ins – Romina freckled – Caramel
7 Deadly S{k}ins – skin HUD omega Caramel: freckles #3
Hair:  *ARGRACE* Akane – Dark Browns
Outfit: {B&B} Gothenticity Top & Skirt Black (RARE – NEW at the Lootbox Gacha Event)
Setting: {B&B} Gothenticity Pallettes, Skulls with brushes & lipstick, and Get Cheeky (Silver [common], Golddigger [rare], and Holo [rare])
(Cute AF collaboration between Bombae and the new and mysterious Burbana, released at the Lootbox Gacha Event.)

Quotes: “Beauty Killer”, by Jeffree Star.

The undefined hour

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‘Cause there’s a monster living under my bed
Whispering in my ear…

Sleeper

I don’t know how long it’s been since the last time I checked what time it was, and I don’t think I want to know. It doesn’t matter anymore, there’s a subtle light sneaking in through the blinds… It gets slightly cooler, it must be between 5 and 7 in the morning… would it make any difference?

I roll again, searching for the cooler spot on my Kentaro bed, the silky cover barely touching the thousands of freckles on my Brooklyn skin. The world behind my walls awakes, and I finally start drifting into an exhausted slumber. Too late, so late…

✽ڿڰۣ— CREDITS ڿڰۣ—✽
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body
Head: Catwa Head Catya (Bento)
Skin:  7 Deadly S{k}ins – BROOKLYN freckled – Walnut (at Blush)
+ 7 Deadly s[K]ins – 2017 skin HUD omega Walnut (Freckles #3)
Hair:  ANTINATURAL[+] Synthetic Crush / Cyborg Hairstyle / GRAYSCALE
Tattoo: PMS – Till Death Do Us Part Tattoo
Bed: {Roawenwood} Kentaro Bed Set (at Swank)

Quotes: “Put your lights on”, by Santana feat. Everlast.

There’s a darkness living deep in my soul
I still got a purpose to serve
So let your light shine, deep into my home
God, don’t let me lose my nerve
Don’t let me lose my nerve…